Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Accepting the pain & getting ready for Success

Busy for past couple of days. Both kids were sick on mon, had to take urgent leave to bring them to the doc and that cost me $168! Super ex but then bo pian, as long as kids get well and going. Was abit mad that kids getting abit out of hand..temper also getting from bad to worst. Was told by Angie that whenever in-laws are home, they nvr allow the kids to get scolded when they are naughty. Blew my top at Ashley but heart really pain after that..Anyway...monday was nothing but just staying home watching kids.
Back to work on tues, nothing good or bad happened..havent been like that for a long time so I kinda appreciate the quiet moments. Met up with Fennie and was invited for her wedding in dec. So happy for her...lately, so many ppl ard me are getting hitched and sometimes thinking back to the time I got married...well..simple and I wished I could do much more. But then agn..I know I have nothing to regret cz Im still with the same man :)

Starting to organise Ashley's birthday...She's been telling me so much abt her classmates birthday and I really wish to do something for her to make her birthday a memorable one. But once I started the planning, gosh..it was not easy. But at least for now, I have 16 kids on the list...damn, I didnt have this kinda birthdays when I was young...hahahah....
Just when I thought my day was going quite well...haiz...
Called him a while ago to tell him Im not going for class, he answered the call in a super happy and energetic tone, I was happy cz so far I knew I was the only one with private nbr that would call him. So it makes me glad that at least he was expecting my call but.....I was so wrong...the moment he heard my voice, his tone changed and before I could go further into the conversation, the line went dead due to reception problem. So I called agn..and this time round, his tone was different. I was immediately hit straight in the heart...So I asked him in a casually as to why his tone changed when he knew it was me, his reply "Aberthen"...I was hurt but when I asked further, I knew immediately he was kinda lost for words so I decided not to probe further..and deep dwn inside...I hope he knows this little action from him do hurt me alot..whether he meant it or he doesnt..he still did hurt me...
Okie...gtg...just got his sms...he's here..

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