Just got hm..celebrated Ashley's 4th bdae with her friends at explorer kids...Its so great to see hw happy she was, running all around the place and climbing up the playgroud. All her invited guests turn up so I can say it was indeed a successful party for her. Was pretty touched that father-in-law turned up as well though he had difficulties moving around. I guess the people that Ashley wanted to see were all there except her daddy. I was kinda dissappoined as well but I had to put up a "show" in front of everyone. I hate having to lie that he's at work but for the sake of my little gerl, I had to smile all the way.
Oh well...to me right now, nothing matters more than the happiness of both kids.
Another long day tomorrow, having a family get-together joint party for both Ashley & Xavier. This time round its gonna be only family members. Meeting er jie for marketing tomorrow morning as we will be having steamboat at home.
Im feeling kinda tired now...worrying abt finances as well..how??? Feel like my soul has left my body..Im so restless. At times, I just wanna give up but i know I cant...I have to hold on...even if it means I hv to tolerate all the sufferings...I know I still need to..
God, where are you?? Why have you forsaken me Lord..Pls..I beg u Lord Jesus, I lift myself up to you. Pls give me the strength & will.
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