Yet another weekend..was holding high hopes that this weekend would be a pleasant one but Im so wrong. Early morning woke up kana shouted at him agn. Poor Ashley was also scolded.
As usual, I thought he would send Ashley for her class and then maybe we could have breakfast together...but when we woke up him, he was super unhappy. Guess Ashley expected what her father's reaction wld be too cz when I told her to wake him up for the last time, she didnt want and even said her father wld scold her..true enough..he did..
I am really at a lost...just yesterday, he sms me when I was out with Jaz & gang..I was so happy..plus when I got home, he was slping on our bed...I really thought things were getting better, I thought we could have a good sunday out as a family but why is he so cold towards me in just a night? What have I done?
Angie send Ashley for her class & I was in the living room playing my PSP...I just didnt want to aggrevate the matter so I stayed away..but the moment I came back to the room as I wanted to blog...he snap at me agn...
Room was dark & I cldnt see the keyboard clearly..thats y i draw the curtains up...I wanted to explain but I knew we would probably end up arguing agn...so I just kept quiet...does he really hate me so much? I just feel that every single thing I does just irritates him..
Im feeling so shitty nw...but there's no one I cld turn to nw...Thank God for the invention of blog..just like a personal diary except that we dont have to write..hahaha...
Im so bored!!! Its sunday...how can I waste my weekend after a tired week at work? Arrgghh..
People says that weekends are family day...bullshit!!! I just hate weekends. I hate my life...I wish Im dead..then at least I dont get a chance to irritate him further..and he wont be so unhappy anymore...
For now..I can only force myself to smile....for my babies...
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