What is Love???

He just went out...he started to speak to me...but it was becz of $ agn. Damn!! I simply hate it.
Anyway, I found out something by chance today, heart was damn pain. What I have seen has given me an even bigger determination to change my looks...Maybe Im not slim enough...maybe my breast is not big enough..nw I know wher I lose out.
Just a while ago, he screamed directly into Ashley's ears..I was so upset. Ive seen papers abt hw kids lose their hearing..I was so worried..but I cant deny the fact that the kids were pushing their luck...for the whole of today..I feel so fustrated. Kids making too much noise, he on the other end just couldnt stop torturing me mentally.
I feel like Im going insane soon..I hate this fucking feeling..
If I could choose...I wish I am a millionaire...
I nvr believe that love can be bought but nw....I cant find any reason not to believe.
I dun think he love me anymore...cz if he really loves me, he will nvr allow me to feel this way...