Monday, December 22, 2008

Fear is what I feel right now...

These past few days have been nothing but a tiring and fearful experience. Every night, walking back home is a chore, been dreading it but it came to a point whereby I cant give up now. I have to hold on for as long as I can. I really dont know how long more & Ive been askin myself why this have to happen to me. This isnt the kind of marriage I want but deep dwn, I love him too much to let go now. Especially when things are the way it is now. Many a times, I feel like just leaving everything but wouldnt I be too selfish to do that? At the same time..does he see & feel for me at all.
Here I am worrying every night, fearing every night...does anyone knows?? I want this whole thing to end...Please...

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