Wednesday, December 3, 2008

This feeling is just so weird

Slept for whole day..body feeling very weak. Was away from work today. Did lots of reflection and was asking myself why Im feeling this way. Its just very weird. Today whole morning and noon, he kept sms-ing me asking for $ agn. As much as I wanted to give in to him, I know I had to stop giving in to his requests. If this goes on..he will nvr change. Still hving a hangover from last nite's drinking. Lots of things running in my mind now. Im so confused and messed up.
I dont ask for much, I just want to be loved and cared for, is that too much to ask for?
Guess everything had happen for a reason...a reason that I may nvr know...

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