Havent been blogging for abt a week and gosh...so many things are taking a turn in life rite now. Its been ages since Im able to feel genuine happiness agn. Words are simply so hard to explain the exact feelings I have right now. If only time could freeze..I wish it could just remain at where it was. Issit too early to say that I see hope in life? Oh well..maybe this is it or maybe not. Guess right now, nothing else matters more than having the strength to hold on to what I have right now. Its true..no one knows what the future holds or where we will all be in a few years time, do we?? That moment did not once leave my mind...everything is just so fresh. Each time I thought of it..a smile just appears on my face...
Been home these couple of days cz it Shan's 1st few days in Pre-N. I must say that its been a great achievement seeing my babies grow day and day...and from an infant to pre-schoolers now. The heart wrenching screams frm Shan each time I send him to class do make me kinda guilty at times but I know I have to start somewhere..hearing him crying & banging the door, screaming out "I want mummy"....those 3 words brought nothing but tears to me on the 1st day...
Its a wednesday today...half of the week has gone by...feeling not too bad and its amazing...Ive never been able to stay happy for more than 2 days but look..Ive made it!! Exams next week..feeling kinda worried, hoping hard that I can score well. 3 more mths to go before I complete my course, still wondering if I should continue with my degree...26K!!! Sianz..will think abt it agn..LOL
Few more hours before its time to go to sch for my last lesson of this semester.. Suddenly feeling a tinge of loneliness...Damn..what the hell Jane...hahahah....okok...gonna prep for sch
"Women mistakenly expect Men to react & behave the way they do, while Men continue to misunderstad what Women really need"
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