Trying so hard to sleep but each time I close my eyes, my mind starts to wonder around. My heart is hurting right now but who is there to take the pain away? Just a few hours ago, we had a heart to heart talk..as much as I dun want to...I still think I should not be selfish to only think abt myself...so I ended up ensuring him that I will be fine even if things dun go the way I wish it will be. After more than a decade..I finally revealed my deepest & darkest secret...suddenly I hv this strong feeling that everything's gonna change after the revealation of my secret and bad past...will he ever look down on me? Haiz...wat if he does a comparison? Im definitely at a losing end...will just leave it up to fate ba..if im destined to lead such a ill-fated life then so be it ba...
wo zhen de hao lei le...wo zhi xiang guo ge kai xin de sheng huo....
Arrgghhh...why am I feeling this way?? Exams is just a couple days more...I wana concerntrate!!! Nvm..all that matters now is the present...not the future...yeah baby...thats the way...hahaha....there I go agn...hw i wish i can just go crazy 1 fine day... Bleah... hahahha
Shall go back to my books now...I can smell the A grade a few miles away...hehe....
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