Woke up this morning feeling nothing but added heartaches and agony. Asking myself time & time agn if this is really what I want. I really dun wanna do this anymore. Life seems so meaningless. Its seems as if I have no purpose..no purpose for life. My existence is so meaningless and its so filled with strife. Many a times I feel so stressed, this stress is extremely huge thats it practically seems as though Im drowning in it. I need a place for refuge now, a place to clean up all my blood. These wounds in my heart are so severe and its quickly making me weak. I need someone to wipe away my tear, a tear that represents all the pain I have. Who is there to take take me away from this misery, who is there to relieve me of this pain. Lord, pls help to set me free & unlock this metal chain in me. I wish to ask myself this question, what is the purpose of my being? Do I even have one in the 1st place? I cant believe that the answer I have is the fact that I have none.
Day in day out, having to anticipate mood swings, tempers, etc...Im slowly drawing myself away. Drawing myself away to a very very far distant. What do I really owe in my previous life that I have to go through this now? Im only human...Im not any wonder super heros that can take this kinda life everyday. Imagine this...You turn on the lights of your room as you drowsily walk in but then being greeted with nothing but a painful stab in the back...how would that feel?
"To trust is to be trusted, While to lie is to be fooled"...Such quote speaks to my heart with painful force. While the future becomes nothing but a glimpse of burning past and lies upon deception cause heartbreak beyond ones relief...
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