Lord...Take my emptiness away

Why am I still feeling so miserable now? Whole morning have past and Im drowning myself with any work I can find. Hoping to put my heart at peace, Im listening to online church hymes but no matter how, I still feel some tinge of emptiness in me. Its so hard to describe it in words but I know Im doing all I can to keep myself busy & distracted. My heart just feels so empty now. Never ending pressure, Never ending pain, this is probably the closest I can describe my feelings now when I know my heart is empty. And there is no one I can share with, no one I can pour these feelings to, no one to hold me when I so feel like cry. Choking back this emotion is just like cutting myself up. I feel so lonely. I have given all I have and am not getting back most of what I have given to fill the empty spaces in my heart.
My soul is crying out loud. No one knows my inner self, not even I...and no one seems to know the darkness within these shadows...

I Offer My Life

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, alll of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
Lord I offer you my life