Dont feel very well now. Feel very nauseous and weak. Taken clarinase but still feel like shit. Trying to gobble down 2 bottles of "liang cha"..hope it works.
Just recieved a bad news..Vincent's grandma just passed away. Feel sad for him. Lately so many things have happened within the team..be it personal or official. Why? Is there a bad aura ard us? Is it coming from me since Im heading the team? All the bad things started all from me so did I pass it to the others? Im sorry....
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Im going Crazy!!! Leave me alone!!! Pls...
Feeling super fucked up now! Words cant describe my anger and hatred now!!! Which part of my face has the printings of $$...Bloodly hell! I hate it..hate everything! He never change, not now and I dun forsee him changing in the future. He is hopeless. Hopeless even at this age! He's no different from any thugs! Cant find any words worst that hopeless and useless to describe him further. This is not the life I deserve. Not a life anyone deserve. Still wanna pretend to cry over the phone to gain my sympathy...fuck off lah. Nabei chee bye...I hate him so much! Why the hell was I so stupid to have given him chances after chances?? Why??
Are men just out to fuck the shit out of every women's life?? Come on...give us a break...give us a life! It's men like him that simple tarnish the reputation of every other men out there. They diminish the trust we have for others and simply take away any kind of feelings we have for men.
Arrggghhhhh.......
Just 2 days back, he claimed he still love me and this family. Said that he wont do this anymore and that he will change...I knew it was all nothing but a load of crap shit..and its all proven within 2 days! Not even 48 hours yet. Love? U call this love? Is this what love is all about? Haha...love = I give u shit! He has no right to talk abt love. He has no right to say what love is! He dun even have deserve the right to mention the word love! I hate love! Love sucks! Love was the word that got me to where I am now! I hate it...
People say life is full of ups and downs...dun think so now...Life is full of crap and shit! Wanna use tears on me..Fuck it man! Try harder...u think u can use that crying tone just to make me go soft...LOL...Try HARDER!!!!!! But if those tears were real...and it was tears of despair...then Well done...u finally have started to get a mini taste of it...Mini..yes! U are still far from the despair I went thru!
Are men just out to fuck the shit out of every women's life?? Come on...give us a break...give us a life! It's men like him that simple tarnish the reputation of every other men out there. They diminish the trust we have for others and simply take away any kind of feelings we have for men.
Arrggghhhhh.......
Just 2 days back, he claimed he still love me and this family. Said that he wont do this anymore and that he will change...I knew it was all nothing but a load of crap shit..and its all proven within 2 days! Not even 48 hours yet. Love? U call this love? Is this what love is all about? Haha...love = I give u shit! He has no right to talk abt love. He has no right to say what love is! He dun even have deserve the right to mention the word love! I hate love! Love sucks! Love was the word that got me to where I am now! I hate it...
People say life is full of ups and downs...dun think so now...Life is full of crap and shit! Wanna use tears on me..Fuck it man! Try harder...u think u can use that crying tone just to make me go soft...LOL...Try HARDER!!!!!! But if those tears were real...and it was tears of despair...then Well done...u finally have started to get a mini taste of it...Mini..yes! U are still far from the despair I went thru!
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