Feeling very vexed right now. Baby seems abit distant towards me..I dunno why. Probably Im just thinking too much. Baby has his own problems to manage and yet I cant do much but add on to his troubles. What a jerk I am. Baby's mum went for check up ytd and results not very good and she needs to go for another round of check up on the 15th. From the call we had last night, I know he's very worried, I am too but as much as I wanna chip in to help, baby rejected my offer. So all I can do now is just to be there when Im required. Sad right...?
Shan had a very bad cut on his teeny weeny finger ytd, blood couldnt stop flowing. Panicked and took him to the hosp. On the way there, I called baby a few times cz I was afraid..Blood!!! Arrghh..but he didnt answer. Got me thinking agn cz just a few minutes before that, we were still smsing each other and I saw his fb status update was also ard that timing..baby..where were u when I needed u agn :(
Nearly vomited but glad I didnt faint either Haha..Thank God he is ok now. Poor little boy. He was brave, didnt cry alot. Instead he was asking me why mummy was crying. Haha....So funny.
Time check: 1359hrs
Just got back from lunch. True enuff, he brought the news up agn. There was basically no point for me to voice my opinion. we spoke on 3 occasions and yet it nvr end. Anyway, baby's decision is made up more or less. I guess I just have to accept it no matter what.
Gonna go back to work now..Dun wanna think of anything.
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