Baby got me an Iphone for my birthday..yes..abit early but yup!! I got an Iphone..hehe...Happy is the word but somehow part of me feel a tinge of pain for him. Cost him a thousand plus for the phone and on top of that, he bought 2 sets so that we could have the same phones..o when I sense some kind of pain from him, I shared my sentiments with him but ended up getting a scolding from him. @#$%^ :~(
Anyway, this is the best gift other than a nokia 6510 which grandma bought for me 10 yrs back. Feel so loved and pampered..hee...but dunno why, part of me inside still feels unhappy over his decision to move on. Been trying hard to accept but apparently this is gonna be a super tough task. Even before his departure, I already start to feel the distance between us. We used to be constantly contactable and he will often drop by just to say hi..but lately, all these routine had lessen by alot. Haiz...what is it gonna be like if he leaves. No more daily lunches, no more short calls or messages?? I dunno and I really dun dare to think abt it.
Told baby I wanna leave, been eagerly searching for jobs...my gut feel (something that he hates abt) tells me that he'd probably thinks Im doing this as some sort of revenge or getting back. Haiz...I hope he dun tink it that way cz thats not the case...
Yawn...feel so slpy and drained...suddenly in need of charging myself. Been thru quite a rollar coaster ride this few weeks and I know its time to take a break...looking for to the chalet this weekend plus my KL trip too!!! Yoo hoo...Just wanna let go of everything..
haha..something just came to my mind, maybe I should just suggest to baby...book a hotel, get lots of alcohol and just drink...of cz if u are wondering..just the 2 of us...hee....idea ah??
okok...time to go back to work...sob sob!!
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