A cold & rainy Christmas Eve..

Totally have to Christmasy mood even though it is Christmas Eve today...The cold and rainy day spells my mood so clearly. Bii not ard cz he went for some crappy kite flying thingy with his dept. Really dun understand why it had to be on this day. Plans crushed. Arrgghh....Disappointed. Hinted to bii many times to see if he can choose not to go but unsuccessful. Since it is not complusory, I really dun get it. So eager to tell him what I had in mind but I couldnt..or else, its no longer a surprise, right? Anyway...dun want to think abt it now..
Hmm.... time to go home...shall go home and see the babies instead :)
Ta-da....Merry Christmas....

2 more days...

2 more days to christmas...and yet dun have the christmas mood. Unlike younger days where I will be looking forward to every christmas..where carols are going on everywhere, church plays, family dinner, etc. No more of such things and it can get abit sad at times thinking abt it. This period seems so dull and I dunno why but feel a tinge of sadness in me. There is something missing but what is it? I cant tell either. No more christmas tree, no more anticipation of presents..where have that feeling gone to?
Ever since Uncle Jeff and Aunt Dee not talking, we no longer meet and have turkey together. And I seriously miss those days. This year, in-laws gonna have gathering over at punggol and nope, Im definitely not going...Ah Pek also invited us over for BBQ but why should I go? Nope, not going either. Christmas this year is just gonna be the wedding and time spend with bii..though we wont have much personal time together but we'll still see each other :)
There are plans for countdown at TD on 24th...hmm...should I go? Long day after that..Shall decide agn.
Going over Leipan's plc for gathering this evening..so excited and I cant wait to let my buddy know who he/she is. Hmm...few more hours to go so I must keep it a secret :P But I seriously hope my buddy will like the gift.

Bad timing

Why do I have to fall sick now? :(
Tmr is the day and I wanna bring out my best but why now?
Suddenly feel so miserable..sob sob..

Short update

Been a long time since Ive update my blog...schedule had been pretty tight as well. Now that I have abt 15 mins before knock off time, tot I might just drop by for a short update.
More than a month since my last post...not alot have happened cz things between bii and myself had been extremely wonderful. Of cz there were minor disagreement but I can proudly say that there were absolutely no tears or fights. Bii had been so sweet and nice to me. He's more rational now or can I say, he's finally feeling the love I have for him. Time spent had also increase and I really love it. He no longer cause me any worries for staying out late every night...Im so thankful he understands how I feel.
Ytd was Ashley Darling's 5th bdae..a little girl but mind you..she had a whole string of parties. 3 Cakes for her too...will update pictures in the next post. Will share more of her bdae parties too..
Gtg..before bii makes noise..hee...