Wednesday, December 23, 2009

2 more days...

2 more days to christmas...and yet dun have the christmas mood. Unlike younger days where I will be looking forward to every christmas..where carols are going on everywhere, church plays, family dinner, etc. No more of such things and it can get abit sad at times thinking abt it. This period seems so dull and I dunno why but feel a tinge of sadness in me. There is something missing but what is it? I cant tell either. No more christmas tree, no more anticipation of presents..where have that feeling gone to?
Ever since Uncle Jeff and Aunt Dee not talking, we no longer meet and have turkey together. And I seriously miss those days. This year, in-laws gonna have gathering over at punggol and nope, Im definitely not going...Ah Pek also invited us over for BBQ but why should I go? Nope, not going either. Christmas this year is just gonna be the wedding and time spend with bii..though we wont have much personal time together but we'll still see each other :)
There are plans for countdown at TD on 24th...hmm...should I go? Long day after that..Shall decide agn.
Going over Leipan's plc for gathering this evening..so excited and I cant wait to let my buddy know who he/she is. Hmm...few more hours to go so I must keep it a secret :P But I seriously hope my buddy will like the gift.

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