I need to stay positive

Finally get to blog agn cz bii's lappy is with me. Havent been able to update ever since I left Certis. Now with MBS, I dont have a laptop and also cant access such websites from work due to security. Sometimes I wonder if changing job is a gd thing...so many things to do, busy like hell and most importantly....havent had much time with kids and bii...right now Im only hoping for all trainings to be over. New batch of trainees coming in but Im not even done with my slides. This is the very first time Im doing this and I really dun have much confident. How??? Causing me sleepless nights lately...also, bii seems abit cold to me at times. I dunno...maybe am just too stress thats why thinking so much ba...I just hope that all will be over soon @ work and I can revert bk to the time we had...