My little Angel

Been an extremely long time since I get a chance to blog..really miss having my own lappy. In the past, when Im down, I know I can blog in order to voice out my unhappiness...but now, I dont even have that chance to do so..and at times...that feels crappy cz my only avenue is also taken away...sob sob...
My little bloggy, Im very sure of u can talk to me now, you will be alarm and shock by what Im gonna say...Im expecting a little one in me....I know...the last you heard from me was 6 mths ago and now that I can start talking to you agn..I have to tell u this...well...Im in a fix....filled with mixed emotions.
Happy cz I have a little one that belongs to him in me, Sad becz this gift came too early for us..Sometimes I wonder if he will change his attitude towards me after this little angel is gone..What should I do? Even without this little one, he has changed...I am no longer his first priority though he always claim I still am...he's always placing his friends before me but yet each time I try to voice it out, we ended up arguing agn and I hv to juz give in so as not to let this become worst...Does he still love me?
Anyway, this little one means alot to me now and Im going to keep it in me for as long as I can.

My little angel, Mummy is so sorry...pls know that deep down, I really love you alot...I hope your presence inside me can help strengthen the love between your daddy and mummy...