On the way home now in the train...many thoughts running through my mind. He's giving me a very uncomfortable feeling. Have he once agn mistook my intentions? I definitely could see it from his face. Offering to walk with him to the bus stop or to take the train to his place was merely becz I wanted that few more moments with him. Every single moment spent is so dearly treasured and precious to me. If I hv to walk a few more steps, I will do it. If I had to travel juz to see him for juz a moment, I wld. If I had to wait juz to catch a moment with him, I will patiently wait. Sometimes....I juz wish he can understand & feel the real me. I'm really not that bad...
I thought I felt good today. Really good but how come somehow it felt different after that? Is it juz me? Or am I right on those feelings? It's so amazing how he can put a smile on my face from those simple actions and yet he's also the same person that can change my emotions the very next. This really makes a simple point...he's my life. His moods changes mine too. I feel like a worm in his tummy...his big big tummy. Hee.. Hv I failed agn in this rship? Where hv I failed? I'm genuine with my thoughts, my intentions & my feelings. Can't he see it, feel it? There's no one else except him.. God, I ask u to pls touch his heart...
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