Waiting for time to past. Meeting bii later but he’s still busy with his stuffs. Mind kinda shuts off already. No more mood to work so thought of just blogging abit.
It’s only Tuesday but seems like it’s a Friday cz the past 2 days had been hectic. Feeling breathless and tired but I doubt anyone can really understand. So…just suck thumb ba! I’m seriously dying for a break. Can’t even remember when my last long leave was. People around kept taking leaves as and when they like but yet I dutifully stay and complete trainings at the beck & call of some people.
Yesterday was really a bad bad day I must say. Today still not too bad but could have been better. Bii presented me with a good and bad news today. Okok…not a bad news..just a disappointing one I suppose. He had finally landed himself on a more stable job (Thumbs up!! Yeah!) Something I guess we both need for our future. Thank You so much Dear Lord for answering to my humble prayer. May I ask you now Lord to let this be a smooth journey for him. I know he can do it cz he’s my baby J
Well…the not so good news…sigh…no point harping on it. In any case, I will be lying if I say I’m really ok about it but what the hell lah……………disappointment would be the word I suppose. The least I was hoping is if he can’t start on the 2nd week, I thought he would take the effort to keep the 2nd free at least. The most shitty thing about this whole thing is I know I can’t even voice it out to him, fearing or risking any unnecessary quarrel again. Can I even make another request asking him to keep himself free on my birthday? What will his response be? Will he brand me as not understanding? Or will he say I’m being unreasonable? Or will he be understanding enough to know why I made this request?
No point harping ….. really no point….
Got to go now…another min here irks the shit out of me cz I can hear someone’s voice so clearly! Oh no….OUT OF OFFICE MODE ON!
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