Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Rain Rain...

Walked down...only to find myself walking back up agn cz it was raining so heavily. Even with the umbrella, I doubt I can go back in one piece especially since Im wearing a dress. Looked abit kuku when I went pass the turnstile and went back thru the other..haha..
Am practically staring into this bloody screen right now..dunno what to type.

Yeah!! Sms just came in..Im sure its baby! :)

Its indeed baby that had message but have to replace the smiley face abv with this :(
Just read the message..I dunno what to make out of it. It read "You have done nth wrong, its totally my fault."
What does he mean actually? Is there sacarsm? Or does he mean it from his heart? Suddenly I feel so miserable agn.
Baby just stepped in...gave me a shock. Ok, now he's gone......haiz~
It all took 30 secs only! But its okie...at least he offered to send me back..so 30% healed.
Really felt the whole arguement (if u call that) was un-called for. It kept me thinking where I have gone wrong this time round. At times I wonder where the efforts I have put in gone to?? 47 days had past but just one word to describe me "Condemn"...hahahahaha...okie! Im going crazy liao!!! Im so hungry now! But the freaking rain has not stop. Hmm....maybe its a way for the sky to say "I'm crying on behalf of u"...hahaha...lame joke!

Am not gonna allow myself to dwell too much..just gonna think abt the good times we had :)
All will be fine. Im strong! I know I am..Smile & the whole world smile with me..Yeah~

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